Thursday, January 7, 2010
I didn't know that blinding lights could open my eyes.
I didn't know that an ensemble of cacophonies could by music to my heart.
I didn't know pocket change could be so sweet and filling.
I didn't know sore legs and a frozen nose could feel so good.
I didn't know stale air could smell so ... good.
I do know 1 thing, and I found it by getting lost in the city.
I laid in bed, I stayed up, and fell in love.
[ ~.~ ]
I want ... to split all my glory in half, right down the middle.
I want to eat half as much as I normally would.
I want to wait to flip the page on a new book.
I want to be woken up an hour before I have to.
I want compromise, over shower temperature.
I surrender my freedom to sporadically kick in my sleep.
I want to share, each and every breath.
I give up 50% choice of friday night movies,
I'll even try bloom, depp, and clooney.
And maybe, I can be late to the things I really want to be on time to, just because I had to wait for someone I really really wanted to wait for.
If I want want want so much, then why must I want want want the opposite as well?
Picking ou all of nature's "mistakes" on what should be the most sacred of creatures.
As the flaws magnify in my eyes, my desires seem to shrink away, til I am lost in a never ending, contradicting, shit-faced, jock and nerd frat party.
What I want... it's simple... find me, find you.
Let's take what we want.
Whirlwinds collide in the night but the taste of morning dew is so sweet.
